got a light?...

how can someone search their own soul...when so much has been gnawed, corroded, tormented and had a toll...to feel a behemoth of rage enclosed into fists...to feel nothing at all.. no sense of time, of concious, of coherence, of life in this... no depiction and recognition, no surroundings...what can u find in a once thriving, now erroding world, lost things...consumed by negativity, strike after strike...still have a phase to shine like the very moon that we all like...shine temporary and conditionally...no love here, power sinking wildly...how can u search...when u dont know whats left to search... but like a Energizer battery...i keep goin and goin and goin and goin...